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| What we do when we get bored |
[May. 20th, 2005|07:16 pm] |
i go to an all girls boarding school. its depressing. we get bored and dress up. and take pictures. yay!
me n tierney
me,lauren and tierney
we got layed!
strike a pose!
artsy
how you doin
ooh la la
dancin
sweet and innocent
bubble buttt!
i swear its normal to sit in ur sink and take pictures!
i dont know?
im sorry i cant help it- im emo! (jk!)
come to me baby |
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| life in general |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|06:56 pm] |
life is going okay i guess... been goin to N.A and A.A meetings...i gota job for this summer.. well two actually.. for two weeks this summer im going back to the wilderness boot campin Idaho i got sent to last summer to work there as a mentor with the younger kids.. and i also got a job as a camp counselor at a camp called Lazy J in Malibu (California)... so yay! i also got into AOC (academy of the canyons) which is at COC( college of the canyons). its really cool.. i get to take college classes but get high school credit too. spiffy.... so yea... the only thing that sucks right now is that im stuck in a hellhole in the middle of hickville... and also that i dont have a boyfriend. o well...... : (
welcome to hell/jail.. A.K.A Auldern Academy.. my all girls boarding school iv been stuck at for the last 7 months:
dorm
spooky early morning mist on the pond
ugly pond
dorm building
school building |
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[Apr. 11th, 2005|07:15 pm] |
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hey... so i havent updated in a awhile.. no one reads this anyway... school sucks.. spring break was pretty fun.. i was sober tho..iv been doing alot of thinking and iv decided im done being like that.. always needig to be drunk to have fun.. i didnt have sex at all on break too... sodone with that shit too... yaaa.. went to N.A( narcotics anonymous) and actually picked up a chip... so i guess we will see how t his straight-edge-ish ( no more getting drunk) thing goes... how long do yáll think ill last? |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2005|12:45 pm] |
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if no one comments im guna delete this |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|03:03 pm] |
this weekend was fun. on friday we went and saw Phantom of the Opera. last nite we went to a step show competition at UNC greensboro ( mix of tap dancing, cheelreading, and hip hop). when we first got there i was kinda scared because we were the only WHITE people. there were like sum couple THOUSAND black peoplee all dancing and cheering and stuff... it was put on by a fraternity so there wasa all these different fraternityws and sorotiys like competing for attention and yelling their cheers n whatnot......... the dancng was amazing.. the audience got REALLY into it.. people were like dancing in the aisles and stuff...i felt like i was in a music video on MTV... seriously these girls were like wearing the short4est skirts and the tightest jeans and the highest heels iv ever seen.. even all the step teams were wearong stilletos to dance in.. now thats skill.... umm yeaa... im bored... and SINGLE.. me and dylan are completely 100% oveeeeeeer.... so yea.. its sad im kinda lonely but whatever..... yeeeeeeaa no one leaves me comments nemore :(
xoxo
*rach* |
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| life |
[Jan. 17th, 2005|08:54 pm] |
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hmmmm my life is so blah rite now... its so fucking cold outside its like painful to be outside for more then a minute.. its been cold enough to snow lately but it hasnt YET... It mite snow tonite tho... im excited.. this weekend was kinda boring... saturday i went shoopping and met a group of fat old people in bathing suits( look at my myspace) and that nite i saw Finding Neverland. my goldfishes died on sunday. i cleaned my dormroom. went on myspace today to find sumone left a comment talking shit .. :(... why cant people people leave me alone? im not even in Cali!! i havent fucking done anything.. whatever.. no one reads this shit neway |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2005|02:33 am] |
this break was sooo awesome... it was like oldtimes... kickbacks at my house... drinking.. parties... smoking weed..... woohooo.... today was an awesome way to end my break. it was a pretty damn fun day..me ashley kyle steveo and chris hung out all day from am to pm hah..we drove around the whole city.. we went to Wendys and then to the mall to Hollister where Stevo works and we got sum cute tshirts... yaa then drove to newhall to go eat at this one place cause they have good tacos haha... it was like being in mexico... the menu and everything was in spanish and no one spoke english... it wazs ghetto... the food was pretty good too... then we went in the spa.. the boys were in their boxers n me n ash were n our bras and underwear... in the rain... it was soo damn cold outside and the jacuzzi was soo damn hott... o wow it was fun *wink*.. intill we got out and we were all wet :( now i think ima get sick.. but i had fun!!! i dont wanna go back... ima cry.. :( :(. i miss everyone all ready... theres still alot of people i didnt get to see buttt to the people i saw i love u and i miss u and ill be back again February!!! much luv! dont forget bout me
xoxoxoxo
*rachy* |
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| my winter break so far |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|01:39 am] |
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iv had soo much fun so far.... iv hung out with dylan, brandon, shawna, and lisaa.... went to Big Bear.. still in big bear rite now... met a sexy snowboarder named Richard... snowboarded all day from like 9 am to like 2 or 3 in the afternooon... hung out with richard all night.. jus got back to the Cabin... life is good.. :) |
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[Dec. 11th, 2004|06:53 pm] |
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no one loves me nemore :( |
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| my break |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|10:08 am] |
MY FIVE DAYS AT HOME:
* Wednesday: went to the mall with andrew and got my nails done while he waited for me. Hung out with him most of the day till my friend Debra picked me up and me n her went shopping cuz we needed clothes for school and after that me n Eric hung out till i had to go home ( damn curfew).
* Thursday: turkey day! went to Encino n ate lots of food n chilled with my cousins and my grandparents
* Friday: woke up at like 6am to go shopping with my mom and my sister. after that Dylan came over.... we went to say hi to Hana... i wanted ciggeretes but they were locked in his glove department so he took the key off his key ring that unlocks it ( it also unlocks the doors but its a seperate key from the one that starts the car) so i could unlock it and then we got out and the key was still in the glove department.. so yea.. we were locked out of his car and had to wait like 3 hours till Triple A finally came... that was funny.. after we finalky got back in his car me, dylan and Hana went and saw Spongebob becuase i wanted to party but coudlnt cuz im getting drug tested n all thnat so we decided to be losers and see a movie... so we chose Spongebob... which was surprisngly awesome considering we were mostly SOBER.god im such a good kid it scares me. i saw andrew at the movies i was holding hands with dylan.. that didnt go down too well.. andrew got all butthurt... i feel bad but its not like i was cheating on andrew because we werent going out... i saw amy and lisa and sum other people i knew at the movies 2.. Dylan slept outside my house in his car cuz my dad was a dick and wuldnt let him sleep inside.
*Saturday: me, dylan, my sister and my parents went out to breakfeast. then me and Dylan went to magic mountain. he bought me a stuffed animal cow that is wearing a pink t-shirt that says " rachel- i love u" its so sweet. after that i was tired n wanted to party but im still tryin to be good so i was a loser and stayed home and wathed movies with dylan.
* sunday : me n dylan hung out with RJ and shawna. that was fun. we hung out atmy house for a lil n then went to the mall n then back to my house and then we went to borders n looked at sex books till we got kicked out for being under 18. then dylan dropped off RJ and shawna and brought me home cuz i have to pack n everything cuz im leaving at fucking 5am tommoro to go back to NC to be surrounded by girls again :( |
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[Nov. 25th, 2004|02:22 am] |
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im in california and im having so much fun!!! having a 10pm curfew sux but its not that bad cuz i can still see all my friends. woohooo....... iM FREEEEE |
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|09:47 am] |
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well life was soo good... andnow i dont think it can get anyworse... i got caught shoplifting... and now Holly isnt allowed to come with me to California anymore and shes really mad at me... so i lost my best friend.. i lost all the trust iv worked so hard to gain with my parents and with the school... and now i have to be with staff at all times when we r off campus.... :( :(... i dont no why i still keep fucking up.. god im so stupid..... only two more days till i go home and i blew it... me n holly were looking forward to Cali soo much.... this is gunna be the first fucking time iv been home in SIX MONTHS..........:( |
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[Nov. 17th, 2004|04:02 pm] |
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6 days mutha fuckas till im back in Cali!!!!!!!! |
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[Nov. 10th, 2004|04:50 pm] |
hey y'all. havent updated for awhile. lots of drama here. i hate drama. i cant wait.. 13 days till im home and awy from all this shit.. im scurred to go home tho... almost 6 months since iv seen my house or my sister or my dog... and im only home for 6 days.. my friend from here Holly is coming with me.. it shuld be fun... next year me n Holly r prolly going to this boarding school in Florida for our senior years... yeaa...im jus so depressed i dont know what to write.... so i guess im guna go. talk to u later if anyone even reads this anymore if u havent forgotten about me.
luv ya
*rachy* |
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[Oct. 19th, 2004|06:57 pm] |
*R.I.P Ashley R. Hinson*
NOVEMBER 25 1988- OCTOBER 19TH 2003
my party gurl forver.....
Only a year ago…
Only a year ago you were still alive
Only a year ago you gave me a high five
Only a year ago I saw your smiling face
Only a year ago of sadness there was no trace
Only a year ago your big eyes did shine
Only a year ago everything was just fine
Only a year ago you were happy as can be
Only a year ago you were a great friend to me
Only a year ago we still had so much to say
Only a year ago was such a sweet girl taken away
Only a year ago we never got to say our goodbyes
Only a year ago you were still alive |
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[Oct. 19th, 2004|06:57 pm] |
*R.I.P Ashley R. Hinson*
NOVEMBER 25 1988- OCTOBER 19TH 2003
my party gurl forver.....
Only a year ago…
Only a year ago you were still alive
Only a year ago you gave me a high five
Only a year ago I saw your smiling face
Only a year ago of sadness there was no trace
Only a year ago your big eyes did shine
Only a year ago everything was just fine
Only a year ago you were happy as can be
Only a year ago you were a great friend to me
Only a year ago we still had so much to say
Only a year ago was such a sweet girl taken away
Only a year ago we never got to say our goodbyes
Only a year ago you were still alive |
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| depression sets in... again... |
[Oct. 12th, 2004|03:57 pm] |
how can i be so lonely even when im surrounded by people? i wish i had a best friend.... like i have alot of ppl i hang out with but like when i first got ehre me and Holly were always together and like we both had other friends but everoyne always associeated us together.. .but when i left for 4 days to NY and i came back and she started hanging out with other people so much that me n her barely talk as much as we did. and like a tlunch today she sat with them and left no room for me and i sat by myself... kind of like the Mean Girls scenario where they pruopsely make no room for her at the table.. i dunno maybe im overacting and im jus jealous.. of what i doknt no... but like.... i think we r stil lfriends and i dont no why i feel so depressed rite now. i jus want like a best friend- someone that i know is always there for me no matter what and we can both have other friends but like still be associated with eachother... not like that.. do any of u know what i mean? i mean like i see all these girls and even guys that have like that one best friend u associate them with and i dont have one... i dont even know if i have any true friends or if they are all aquaintances... what is so fucking wrong with nme??? why do people always not like me that much? sometimes i feel like tha tno one would even notice if i died... i feel like im always tagging along or following people.. ah fuck i need to shut up cuz im jus in a depressed mood rite now and ill prolly feel better tommoro... :( :( :(... whats wrong with me?
* i need some fucking alcohol to make this all go away.... :(*
*~*Green Day - Blvd. of Broken Dreams *~*
If you only knew what i go through every day..
I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone
and it's so true...
( stole this from Kyle)
[ Do any of u know how it feels to hear that everything you are is wrong..for your parents to hate who you are..for everything youve done to mean nothing..there is no reason to keep trying..that and regretting hurting everyone that u love..and treating everyone that cares about you like shit..] |
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| NYC |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|11:17 am] |
well i got a 4 day break from prison( boarding school) to go party in NYC!! it was soooo much fun! i went shopping, went ice skating in Times Square, saw a Broadway show, got my hair done... bought 900$ Prada boots..... got drunk..... had FUN.... woohoooo..... well yea now i have like an hour left before i leave for the airport to back to NC. :( :( :(. o well. i wish i was going back to Cali. its weird like now that im gone all thjese guys r IMing me saying how much they miss me and they used to like me and its weird cuz y tell me now... y didnt they tell me when i was in Cali??? guys confuse me. if u r a guy and u can explain y guys like me of a sudden now that they cant have me please comment! hahaha well i miss all of u and i will be home in November for thankgsgiving!! woohoooo!!! leave me comments! much love
XOXOXOXOXO
*Rachy* |
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| drama drama drama!!! |
[Sep. 27th, 2004|07:00 pm] |
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there is ANOTHER hurricane rite now.... HURRICANES SUCK......... it rains like non stop. i hate this fucking place. i thot my life was miserable last year with drama... this place is like TEN FUCKING BILLION TIMES worse!! i have to live with the people i cant stand. i hate hate hate hate hate gossip and rumors and thats all these fucking girls do is talk shit bout one another and then be nice to peoples faces..... im trying to stay out of it because what happened last year but people r like coming up to me being like god i hate so and so dont u? and im like no not really and i dont really care what u think and if u hate them so much why are u so nice to them? god girls are such DRAMMMAAA!!!!!!!! i hate drama! ( and hurricanes!) |
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